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LJ has told me that I have not updated for 28 weeks. I cut off all my hair, its short in the front and kinda like shaved in the back. |
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| Intense Dreams |
[Mar. 19th, 2008|11:09 pm] |
I had really intense dreams last night.
The first dream that I remember I was sitting in a very DMV like room, just rows of pew like seats, and everybody was in white. I realize that I am waiting to get into heaven. I go to the appropriate window and am told that I am going to hell because I am gay.
The next dream that I remember is that I am in a car with my brother, sister, and my brother's girlfriend Lela. We are driving around Roanoke, but it was a roanoke morphed with NYC. We were talking about housing prices saying this house would go for 2 million, this for 5 million, etc. The suddenly we are driving in the country and we pass by a church. I say hey thats is the church of a kid we used to play chess with. We go in, and I see the kids dad sitting in one pew(Mr. Henderson) and in the row infront of him I see my Dad and Granddad. I sit in the row behind my dad and just start saying "Why did you leave me. I needed you. Why did you leave me? I am loosing the smell of you, I am loosing the sight of you." Then I tried to hug him but my arms went straight through him.
Then I woke up not knowing where I was and just cried for what seemed to be an hour. It has totally exhausted me. |
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| Blog for Choice Day |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|10:57 pm] |
My cunt my choice. Stay out of both.
Signed-
A pro-choice lesbian feminist |
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| If you're queer and you know it clap your hands. |
[Oct. 11th, 2007|04:19 pm] |
Happy Coming Out Day, kids.
If you are coming out today or any day in the future, take a lesson from me, don't do it at the beginning of an 8 hour car ride. Really, not smart. There is a reason most people put escape provisions into their coming out plans :) |
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[Sep. 14th, 2007|06:33 pm] |
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I am going to Lynchburg for the Alumnae Meeting Saturday Morning. Its probably not worth 20 hours round trip on a greyhound, but I need an excuse to get out of nyc. |
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[May. 16th, 2007|09:10 am] |
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So this morning I left home for work and found a guy unconcious at the end of my block. I wondered how many people had passed by him and not cared. So I did the human thing to do and called 911. Just another reason to feel unsafe in my neighborhood. |
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| Fortunes in the grinds |
[May. 7th, 2007|10:59 pm] |
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Tonight I went out for Turkish food with my friend L. and at the end of the dinner we were reading the fortunes in the grinds of our turkish coffee. The waitress came over and asked us if we knew how to read them, and then offered to read our fortunes.
I am a very anxious/nervous person who likes things to go her way (check.) Then she went on to say that I have a protector, somebody who cares for me, thinks about me, and wants to protect me. Which triggered an immediate heartfelt awwww, because I know who it is and I am very luck to have that person in my life. She then went to talk about a protected I have in another world (aww, my father). And then about the middle aged women who is constantly thinking and worried about me (aww, she knows about my neurotic mother.) She said I may have some trips coming up, 2 short ones and a longer one. I have been considering going to Roanoke or Louisville for memorial day weekend, and have also considered going out to San Fransisco while E. is out there house sitting. She also said that I have some wealth coming to me. Which is funny, because today I got an email back from Who Wants to be a Millionaire, and will be auditioning with them on May 15th.
Whenever I get my fortune or charts read, I say that I won't put any stock into it. But this one did actually touch me and left me feeling pretty good. And I am always hopeful about wealth, or atleast being able to move out of my basement apartment. I am also extremely lucky to have a protector in my life, and out of fear for sounding cheesy I don't think I let that person know how much I appreciate them and I should. |
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| Self-inflicted infliction: I am so whiny |
[Apr. 8th, 2007|06:57 pm] |
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I don't feel like posting right now. But, I do want to make a post about passover and Judaism. So this is to remind to write down those thoughts. |
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| Most interesting seder only |
[Apr. 4th, 2007|05:37 pm] |
It can be summed up in a few ways.
First some details- 9 people, most of them not jewish, seder part went to 11 and was hosted in my neighbors apartment, then moved to my apartment. The after party went until 3 am. The 6 people who were drinking went through about 9 litters of wine, and those not keeping kosher also went through 4 beers and I am missing a full bottle of bourbon. The after party involved (not in any particular order) glow sticks, foozeball, table tennis, spin the bottle(I kissed my first guy in 10 years, I am still not missing anything-the girls where hotter), random people making out on my floor, and me getting laid.
What sums it up is a funny text message relaying some dialogue between participants:
Chancey: I feel bad about pulling a drunken Allysa at Allison's last night.
Joe: Whatever. She pulled a drunken Alyssa with drunken Alyssa.
Chancey: Really?!
But the girl who spent the night slept with the gay guy. And didnt leave until 2 pm, we had lots of fun, though.
Still- best seder ever! |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2007|07:38 pm] |
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I just ruined a whole mess load of choroset by grabbing the cumin instead of cinnamon. Argh :smacks self in head: |
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| Go me |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|08:27 pm] |
| Your Political Profile: | | Overall: 5% Conservative, 95% Liberal | | Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal | | Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal | | Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal | | Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal | | Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
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[Mar. 20th, 2007|10:33 pm] |
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I JUST GOT A JOB!!!! After 1 interview :) I am now a Field Manager(in training) for National Public Research Group's Campaign to Save the Environment. Its a canvassing job, part commision. It will either be great or it will suck, either way I START WORK TOMORROW.
I am so fucking excited!!!! |
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